I have been really stressed out the past two weeks or so with money, crazy amounts of school work, and trying to figure out some way to afford to pay for a bridesmaid dress/hair/nails/shoes/gifts so I can be in my cousin's wedding in June. But I'm not finding a financial solution :(
But despite all of that, I'm feeling totally inspired.
I really want to get an art studio on a high floor like in downtown.
Fully stock it with paint, canvas, random crap for still lifes, and any kind of art supplies you can think of, and just vomit my inspiration onto canvas, walls, floors, windows, paper, anything.
Maybe it's because I'm seeing how completely and totally in love I am.
I knew this before now, of course.
But man, this is cheesy, but I seriously love him more each day.
I have no better feeling than when I'm with him.
He doesn't hold impossible expectations of me, he keeps my secrets that I don't feel like I can tell anyone else, we have no drama, we just laugh and love daily.
We relax.
We cuddle.
There's nothing more beautiful than the anti-stressed feeling I have when I'm with him.